Tuesday

I still have 2 more hours here at work and don't know how to spend my time!!! Well, I do. It's just that I don't really feel like doing it. See, there is really NOTHING for me to do :( I have replied to all of my emails, done my thing on SparkPeople, even looked up some things for fun on the net, and now am just procrastinating a bit from actually doing my studying. Sooo.... let's blog! I don't know if I mentioned that I wrote a letter to Mr. Blue Eyes, well, I did. I made sure to go through about 20 drafts before ending on the Final One that I then sent by snail mail. Sooo, he got if for sure yesterday, but I think it was this past weekend. It wasn't an outright love letter but definitely one of gratitude and love (now what type of love, I did not specify - the man is grieving here!). I really am trying really, Really, REALLY hard to give this issue over which means that I don't get all antsy about it and trust in the universe's timing for it is always perfect although My time schedule may say otherwise, it does always work out for the best. In the meantime I try to keep myself busy by staying in the moment at work (which is really one of the most relaxing places I've been at in awhile), at school, and when I do finally manage to get home, well, I go to bed thankful that I have finished another day! Well, always trying to stay optimistic :)