Well, here I am not actually exercising on the treadmill. Sure, I'm all dressed up. I even weighed myself to see where I am after the whole detox and realized that with the whole eating like I don't care scenario I seem to not be in the right place. Yep, I really need to prioritize my eating habits and steer them into the right direction if my body is going to get the necessary nutrients.
Goodness! Then this week is the one where I get to see Mr. Blue Eyes once again and it seems that I'm a bit nervous about that one. God, please help me on this front!
Well, I seem to be in a constant flux of peace and nerves. Today I am going to try to make an appointment with the chiropractor so that I can talk to him about doing an externship and then look into open jobs. Turns out from one of my classes last week I am actually able to get a job as a MT without a license. So I will get the insurance first and then will look into the licensing with the city only after I am offered the job.
Yep! Here's to plans coming to fruition!
Well, once again I hope that all goes well in everyone's life. For now I need to get on the treadmill for at least a mile before my friend shows up!
Hmmm....
- Masha
- Reading is a conversation. All books talk. But a good book listens as well. --Mark Haddon
Monday, June 23, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
It's been awhile!
Well, it was just pointed out to me that it has been quite awhile since I've posted on here.
I really thought that no one was reading this!!!
Soooo... this is a quick recap of where I've been the past month or more.
My friend came to visit and I kinda stopped going to work. That's why I haven't posted on here since. My grandma was in the hospital and was dying so I flew to TX to take care of things and be with family. She passed and no one there had a computer! Amazing how different lifestyles are between the states. Came back and finalized my divorce in court (finally!)... After dealing with one death (grandma) and then another type (divorce) I finally just decided to take time for me. Which is why the next week I pretty much did nothing but take care of me and imposed a mini-retreat on myself. Which is why I was still MIA in my hometown although some people knew I was here I kinda disconnected in every sense of the word and allowed myself to cry, write, vent, and veg.
Let me tell ya, it sure was lovely! I have managed to start up again in my journal, writing 10th steps, talking to sponsees, actually calling friends again and emailing... ahhh... little by little I am getting back into the swing of things. Funny how a couple of weeks in TX arranging a funeral, being there for everyone's grief, and being around family I haven't seen in ages can really make one feel lost. As if they're a stranger in their own body.
Huh.
Well, time to get that license. My ex just wrote me a lovely check to help me out. See, I spent too much on the plane tickets and extras while in TX I needed another boost for the licensing fees.
Enough of that. Gotta go study for my cumulative final exam this coming Thursday!
Take care :)
I really thought that no one was reading this!!!
Soooo... this is a quick recap of where I've been the past month or more.
My friend came to visit and I kinda stopped going to work. That's why I haven't posted on here since. My grandma was in the hospital and was dying so I flew to TX to take care of things and be with family. She passed and no one there had a computer! Amazing how different lifestyles are between the states. Came back and finalized my divorce in court (finally!)... After dealing with one death (grandma) and then another type (divorce) I finally just decided to take time for me. Which is why the next week I pretty much did nothing but take care of me and imposed a mini-retreat on myself. Which is why I was still MIA in my hometown although some people knew I was here I kinda disconnected in every sense of the word and allowed myself to cry, write, vent, and veg.
Let me tell ya, it sure was lovely! I have managed to start up again in my journal, writing 10th steps, talking to sponsees, actually calling friends again and emailing... ahhh... little by little I am getting back into the swing of things. Funny how a couple of weeks in TX arranging a funeral, being there for everyone's grief, and being around family I haven't seen in ages can really make one feel lost. As if they're a stranger in their own body.
Huh.
Well, time to get that license. My ex just wrote me a lovely check to help me out. See, I spent too much on the plane tickets and extras while in TX I needed another boost for the licensing fees.
Enough of that. Gotta go study for my cumulative final exam this coming Thursday!
Take care :)
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